learning my lesson

It is inevitable that during a run one will feel like crap, but after you will feel AMAZING.Why do I keep doing this to myself? I just went for a run after nearly 2 months inactive, and I've barely run once a week in the last 6 months...so my legs kinda hate me.  I ran total of 2 miles. 1 mile uphill and 1 miles downhill. Legs feel like jelly right now. I really do miss running though. My shoes are getting old and uncomfortable. It is time to upgrade...and I've been looking at these babies!

They aren't cheap, nike's always last the longest for me and are really comfortable....and I LOVE LOVE LOVE that I can customize these :) TOTALLY the first thing I'm going to buy when I get home!

Time to get back

UMMM WTF?! How did I manage this? Okay I know how it happened, I fell off the wagon and started binging,  got severely depressed, and got back into my eating disorder :/ . I had a down period but I'm back. I hit my PANIC weight and now I know I really have to start taking better care of myself again. I used to love running and being active...but I haven't exactly worked out much at all since I came back to school in April. So hopefully I will get back to blogging again, and since I write about it here, I should be more conscious about what I do.

This year I started taking a creative writing course. At first I was really scarred and I thought I would hate the class. 7 weeks later and it is my favorite! I LOVE it now, and I feel so safe sharing my thoughts, I'm still a little shaky when I speak (especially if it hits close to home) BUT at least I have done it, and I'm becoming more comfortable!

I just spent a ton of money on groceries which made me feel bad, but I got a lot of stuff, and a lot of great healthy stuff (and I've barely made a dent in it yet!) WHOOOO! I just finished making breakfast for tomorrow. I missed my green smoothies :)

Coconut water, strawberries, mango, spinach and regular water! Seriously SOOOO AMAZING!

Until next time :) XOXO